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Have you ever written a love letter to yourself?

I know you haven't . None of us have.


Isn't it strange that you write letters to unknown souls from distant places, ones you've come to love or you think you have and yet never treat yourself the same?
Tonight, write that letter and post it addressed,"Home".

Let love find a way.
After all, every soul deserves this love
.

I hope that
You were lying
When you said
It never meant a thing
Because I learned everything
I know about love
From watching you sleep.
I learned what it means
To care about someone
From the rhythm of
Your heartbeat
As I lay on your chest
Trying to make my breaths
In Sync with yours.
Sometimes life gets in the way
And has a different plan for us
Than we do for ourselves.
I hear that you are happy
And doing well.
If some time in the future,
I catch your eye
From across the room,
I will smile at you
In the hopes that it will convey
Everything I need to say.
I loved you.
I still do,
Just in a new way.
Thank you for teaching me
What it means to love
Unconditionally.
I owe all that I am
To all that we were.

Sometimes, when the sky is just the right shade of grey,

and the rain is rhythmically pattering on my bedroom window, 
and the outside air is sharp but the inside air is heavy and comforting, 
I get this itch to write.

My fingers want to dance across the keys 
and create songs of clicking to match the rhythm of the rain. 
But often times, when my body wants to write my mind doesn’t have anything to say and so I sit curled up in my chair staring out my window, 
watching the time slip away from me.

Or I sit with my laptop on my lap 
and watch the blank screen glare at me, 
taunting me.

I’ve read hundreds of stories and millions of words in my lifetime. 
I’ve lived in other countries, times, universes. 
I’ve been young and old, 
male and female, 
canine and demigod. 
I’ve had the ability to fly, read minds, cast spells and speak to animals. 
I have been a villain and a hero, a loser and a victor. 
I have travelled through the visions of hundreds of creative minds, and lived the lives they have crafted,

but when I turn the final page, 
I always end up right back where I started, 
sitting in my room.

Though I have travelled to magical and horrible places, 
lived all of those lives for a brief period of time, 
I can never truly be anyone else for more than a moment.

I am just a boy, 
sitting alone in his room. 
I have no special powers 
or great adventures to share. 
I get up before the sun each morning 
and drag myself off to school 
with all of the other semi-sleeping zombies that live in my town 
and after school I drag myself home in a daze
and retreat back to my room to sit amongst a sea of papers, 
and textbooks 
and grades.


I hold a pencil in my hand,

Desperate to create a world of my own 
where I can escape 
and live any life I can imagine.

Desperate to find my own magic power in ink 
so that in between classes, 
and homework, 
and sleep 
and responsibility, 
I can write myself into another universe 
and live within the pages I have created for myself.

In my universe I can be anyone, live anywhere, do anything.

So as I sit by my window with my laptop on my knees, 
I squeeze my eyes shut and allow the millions of words I’ve absorbed to swirl around me. 
I am searching for my story. 
Somewhere in the massive library of souls, my own is waiting.

One day, when I open my eyes, I’ll have found it.
One day, when I open my eyes, I’ll be transported into the world I created for myself. 
One day, when I open my eyes, I’ll be gone.

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jhonatan
Artist | Student | Design & Interfaces
Peru
A bird




Print preference: Mate
Favourite genre of music: ambient, trance, rock, alternativa, indie, lounge, chill out, post rock
Favourite style of art: Minimalism <3
Operating System: Windows 8
Wallpaper of choice: The Sky blue
Personal Quote: Sometimes you have to use your sensivity for understand some things
"It's the perfect time to tell you that I wanna be forever in your eyes."
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Have you ever written a love letter to yourself?

I know you haven't . None of us have.


Isn't it strange that you write letters to unknown souls from distant places, ones you've come to love or you think you have and yet never treat yourself the same?
Tonight, write that letter and post it addressed,"Home".

Let love find a way.
After all, every soul deserves this love

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KINGSIZEDKOALA Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
i miss u so much wtf im going to cry
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KINGSIZEDKOALA Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
where have u been!!!!!! i miss you how are your classes how is the weather how are you i miss you!!
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CelineDeMulder Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2014
Happy Birthday Heart Heart Heart 
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SabakuNoShi Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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Ploopie Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2014   Digital Artist
Hello there!
Just passing by here to thank you for adding me to your watch list, it is very appreciated! :heart:
I'm really glad you enjoyed my art and hopefully you will like my future works as well.
If you have any questions feel free to just ask, I'm glad to help in any way I can.

I wish you a wonderful day! :dummy:

~Caroline

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